Johnny's Proven System - A method for a life long gambler to maintain control of his addiction explained

[Johnnygotthebone]

Oh. And please. Sell it to MG or NT only!

[Johnnygotthebone]

LITERALLY dying today. I can't take the suffering anymore. I can't do it. I am ready to put my head through the bloody wall!!!

 

Woke up happy. Made breakfast for kids. Was so happy until an hour ago when that damn sickness hit my bloody brain again!!

 

Just go Away damit!!! I don't want to play today. Leave me alone!!!!!! Get off me. I don't wNt to play!!!!!!!!!!!

[Johnnygotthebone]

Please before y'all think I am crazy and manic depressive. You are wrong. I am an outgoing happy go lucky normal dude. I always have a lot of joy to spread. Please just understand that I am fighting to survive. Nothing is as black and white as my illness. It just comes when it feels like it.

 

I am crying while writing this. If u only knew how bad I don't want this sickness anymore.

 

I don't want to play.

[Johnnygotthebone]

For all struggling with the same pain like me at this moment. It gets better as u go....

 

I am better now. Gonna go walk for 2-3 hours and clear the brain!

 

What a day!!

[Awena]

Please before y'all think I am crazy and manic depressive. You are wrong. I am an outgoing happy go lucky normal dude. I always have a lot of joy to spread. Please just understand that I am fighting to survive. Nothing is as black and white as my illness. It just comes when it feels like it.

 

I am crying while writing this. If u only knew how bad I don't want this sickness anymore.

 

I don't want to play.

I feel you, and I dont find you as crazy person Johny.

[Johnnygotthebone]

I feel you, and I dont find you as crazy person Johny.

 

Drinking turpentine and lighting myself on fire would have felt better than the day I went through. By far the worst day since Day 1! Without a doubt.

 

I dunno what to do anymore. I just don't know. PROVEN SYSTEM supposed to be making things better over time but there are moments that I can not take anymore. I dunno what to do.

 

Not gaming is not the problem. Wanting it is. I have to make some changes I can't go on like this. It's not healthy.

 

Weekend is coming up. I am going to do something to avoid this pain. Phones will disappear until Monday. No doubt about that. Last time it helped the pain. The fire was under control.

 

I dunno. I am being tested. I am being tempted. 100 bloody emails a day. Even when I unsubscribe they still come. I have free spins on a dozen casinos out there. And some are excluded??? I don't want to play. It takes a match to start a forest fire!

 

Gotta stay cool until Monday. No choice.

 

I don't think I ever cried like today in regards to gambling misery. What a freaking pathetic day. The worst!

[Johnnygotthebone]

Suffering all day made me make a serious decision.

 

Betat will get exclusion. 80% or so RTP to me is not interesting. Buy bye!

 

There will be only 3 on Monday and if I lose, I will lower my deposit limit to 150 per casino and add unibet and 32red the following week. And if I really go on a bad run for two or three weeks after that.... PROVEN SYSTEM, it's in own weird way, has worked.... I will exclude myself and completely quit online gaming.

 

I think that if imam totally excluded from all casinos that I trust, I will not suffer anymore.

 

I may take up pokerstars again with a new permanent deposit limit of 100 bucks a week just to pass time.

 

 

No one should have to suffer thinking about online gaming. It's an illness that is being controlled, yes, but at what expense.

 

I did not know I would have these moments of misery. And I am about even? Go figure, it's not even about the money. Just a weird illness that I am going to finally beat.

 

I am confident in myself. PROVEN SYSTEM may not see week 8.

 

Ultimate GOAL as mentioned in the original post is to quit. Hopefully I can either be happy all week and enjoy the gaming and non gaming days or just quit and move on to quitting smoking.

 

 

I am just fed up. Angry and feel lost. I will do whatever it takes.

[Johnnygotthebone]

Betat officially got the AX this morning... My RTP there was 80%. I won't risk anymore money there.

 

I also saw that they own another casino. They got the AX as well....

 

No more mr nice guy. The AX is ready to fall again!

 

This is what I wake up to everyday. I got 3 this morning totalling 90 free spins......

[catapultaudio]

Betat officially got the AX this morning... My RTP there was 80%. I won't risk anymore money there.

 

Was that your RTP displayed in your account for your single session? Or is it just an estimate? Either way, another seriously poor choice of casino to exclude yourself from Johnny, Betat are fantastic!

[Johnnygotthebone]

I agree. Their service is amazing.

 

Last session was 25%

 

Over all including previous PROVEN SYSTEM play was 80%

 

Can't win their. Impossible

 

I guess my style is not suited for them.

 

They are legit and honest but not for me.

 

I opened 11 accounts today via affiliated sites like this and excluded them right after activation.

 

No more mr nice guy. I am really upset with myself for the day I had yesterday. I woke up today and decided to take full control again. Not to be a B**ch to casino temptation.

 

I am done being miserable. Monday i will play three casinos and that's it.

 

iPhones can stay with me. I won't go through yesterday again!

 

My videoslots.com RTP after 9 $250 deposits over a few weeks was 72%. Sometimes certain casinos are not suited to my style

 

Go Wild casino RTP was 137%. I excluded because of UK law. Brain convinced itself things wouldn't be the same. I am probably wrong but whatbis done is done.

 

 

 

Modified.... Not 80%. 86%. Still unacceptable.

[Johnnygotthebone]

Here is the original screen shot posted earlier......

[catapultaudio]

If you achieved only 25percent for your last session that is a DEFINITE warning that your betsize was riskily high - that is the only part of your "style" which is possibly having an effect on your RTP. If thats the way you enjoy the games, thats fine, but do you not realise that if you hit a 4000x bet win on dead or alive from your next deposit, your lifetime RTP would probably shoot up to several hundred percent? Your sample size is way too small to make any realistic observations. Again, I can't understand how you wouldn't know this as a gambler of 25 years?

You mentioned Go Wild again.. yes you definitely screwed up there too! You stated so many times you had great play there, awesome results over a prolonged period of time - then you excluded yourself because of a single bad session. It just doesn't make much sense to me. Will you be getting rid of the rest of the "Fab Four" the first time they deliver you a bad session too?

 

What is it you are trying to say when you state you "don't think certain casinos are suited to my style" ??? Are you referring to the betsize as I mentioned or do you believe there is something else you are doing that influences your results?

[Johnnygotthebone]

I think some casinos purposely fix the payouts to make me lose. I think there is one person watching every spin and when it's ready to pay, they switch it.

[catapultaudio]

So your style is playing low variance games...?? Thats what you meant yes?

[Johnnygotthebone]

Cat.... Maybe u should read original post?

[Johnnygotthebone]

Please someone give me unibet email... I have been emailing [email protected] and getting postmaster delivery error?

 

Also... 32 red exclusion ends October 11th. I will try them again but with a totally different approach. Now they they have GO wild players, I may see some luck!

 

Here is the email..... I am asking for a big, well deserved bonus. I never got one bonus on mid 5 digit deposits.

 

Johnny,

 

Thank you for your reply.

 

All bonuses that get added are based on players accounts at the time, and as I'm sure you can understand all players accounts will be different, hence different bonuses being added.

 

The Responsible Gaming Manager can discuss any bonus requests with you when he contacts you, as this will be at his discretion.

 

Hope this answers your query. Have a good evening.

 

Kind Regards,

 

Cheryl

Player Support Representative

32Red

Second to None

 

We are available to chat instantly 24/7 click here

 

 

-----Original Message-----

From: xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx

Sent: 03 October 2014 18:39

To: [email protected]

Subject: Re: Hello

 

Excellent. I also want a 1000% match bonus. I put in God knows how much and never got anything. Everyone got bonuses on the forums I goto. Everyone. One guy got 200% on 1000.

 

I never got anything.

 

Sent from my iPhone.

[Luciana]

Johnny, are you posting on the forum via your phone?

[Johnnygotthebone]

Always

[Johnnygotthebone]

I think I found a way to manage my weekness during the late days of the week.

 

Although today I am strong....... Maybe I won't be next week...

 

 

Here is the way. I dunno why I didn't think of it before.....

 

 

Goto a forum like ask gamblers and source out offers for a no deposit bonus to a casino that I know I will never deposit. Playtech,RTG etc...... Why didn't i think of this before????

[Johnnygotthebone]

Here is the way to handle stress. Ty brain!

I'll never cash out from this place. I'll never deposit. I'll never play again on emits all gone.

 

But it like playing play money.

 

Ty ask gamblers for so many no deposit bonuses available!!!!!

 

This will surely make days like yesterday never happen again!

 

Here is a big win....LMAO!!!!!

[ValDes]

I think I found a way to manage my weekness during the late days of the week.

Although today I am strong....... Maybe I won't be next week...

 

Here is the way. I dunno why I didn't think of it before.....

Goto a forum like ask gamblers and source out offers for a no deposit bonus to a casino that I know I will never deposit. Playtech,RTG etc...... Why didn't i think of this before????

 

Because this is actually a very bad idea, that's why. 

 

There's only way, mate and you know it! Instead of bulling yourself with some no deposit offers, stick to your own rules and do  NOT play! Simple as that...

[Johnnygotthebone]

Ty ValDes.... I kinda agree with you. Boring. After the first 5 minutes I was bored.

 

No more no deposit bonuses. Zzzzzzzzzzz. For me at least. But for many I think they should really check it out. There are some nice ones there for the average low roller.

 

50 bucks free with 100 cashout max. That is not bad. For someone who doesn't really make big deposits

 

 

Ask gamblers promos are amazing for that.

 

 

Wish there was a 500% bonus being offer on my casinos of play! Lol. Maybe one day.

 

 

Ty for your Input ValDes. Not for me. I stopped playing already and have about the same balance. Not my style so it was not reLly that appealing.

[Johnnygotthebone]

DECISION has been made....

 

The iPhones are going into the safety box at the bank....

 

I am strong but don't want to think about it at all.

 

Gotta stay focused and use every tool available to facilitate my pain.

 

 

Done deal. I feel that doing this proves that I am in total control!

 

 

See y'all late late Monday.

 

KILLING three casinos to be played and I will start late. No choice.

 

 

Have a great week end.

[Jory]

Thats almost like a conspiracy theory.  I am obviously against this system, and have voiced my opinion.  Dont know where you would even get something like that?

 

How do you even say something Like "they know the only goal is to get Johnny banned."  Thats kind of out of line.

 

If you feel my comment was out of line, then I apologise and hope you accept.

 

I made assumptions that may not have been true. I was very drunk, emotions running high. I felt the need to defend my friend. No hate or malice in what I said.

 

I was a member of another forum and I received countless abusive private messages because I made it clear that I felt Johnny should be given a voice and not be told to go stand in the corner and face the wall because he has a "problem". Unfortunately I was one of few and the rest of the members held their pitch forks with pride.

 

I felt that it was most likely that some of those members would follow Johnny to this forum and continue their crusade. As your main contribution here was in this thread, I felt this was the case.

 

I believe that no matter who you are, everyone should be allowed their own opinion. I am happy to see that Johnny has been given that right on this forum and I understand it's just as important to respect those who fully or partially disagree with anything Johnny may say.

 

Again, I apologise if what I said was untrue.

[broxi]

See you on monday then Johnny and I hope the weekend passes stress free. Remember when you are feeling down from not gambling just spent time with your lovely kids and see how much they mean to you and they are the reason you must control your gambling.

 

Jory not to derail from Johnnys thread but not all members at other place hated him as I also stuck up for him like I stick up for many that get unfair treatment.