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Johnnygotthebone

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  1. System is the key word for me. If people misunderstand the word sir, it is not my fault. It in no way misleads anyone to believe that this is a system to outthink slots.... It is a system of retraining the brain. A method. A technique. A plan. I need to keep it as is ValDes. It is very important to me to follow it.
  2. Can u make the thread "PROVEN SYSTEM" ... A method for a life long gambler to maintain control of his addition'...
  3. Funny. The fact that you just answered my plea made me a bit stronger. I am gonna do what you said. Should take about an hour
  4. All BS aside. Please someone explain to me how to make these hours pass! I am dying. I dunno how to continue not playing. I am in trouble today. I am weak. I don't have the energy to fight. I want to deposit and play. RTG is even appealing. I am falling. I feel it! How can I make time pass until 4pm (4 hours). I hate feeling this way. I don't want it. I am losing control. I don't want to lose control. I don't wanna give in to the fire inside. Someone please tell me what to do. Please.... I don't wanna give in no have to respect what i have been preaching.
  5. I see where you're coming from ValDes. First line of this post is clear...... PROVEN SYSTEM: A method for a life long gambler to maintain control of his addiction.
  6. Nice posts bk. congrats. Good stuff!
  7. Here are some import my factors for PROVEN SYSTEM as it in FULL THROTTLE.... Needed to be understood..... More will come as it is being respected...... TIME.... Is not my friend. The hours are long. Hour to hour is slow. Sometimes it seems like it isn't moving. Slowly looking forward to MONDAY is taking it's toll on my patience. It seems like I am just standing in the middle of the ocean with no one in sight. Time will not help. As time goes by, I count the hours until I will play again. FORGET....thinking about the past is taking it's toll on me. The winning feeling is no longer inside my body. The adreneline rush has gone away. There are no more daily screen shots of big wins. There are no more auto spins. There is nothing. A dark room with no window is better than this. Forgetting the past must happen. The past is haunting me. The good times and the bad. The sounds are no longer ringing in my ears. My eyes are not hurting anymore. It's all changing but is still present in my thoughts. FILL.... Filling the hours during the day is not the same during the night. Nights are long. Night do not pass. I have my family to fill a lot of my time. Without wanting to, they are helping me fill the hours. When they are not with me, I am alone. I try to fill the remaining hours with something to make me happy. TOUGH.... I am being hard on myself. I am literally telling myself to stop. To stop being stupid. To stop being sick. To grow up and be a man. Act like a man. Be the best at everything. Don't throw your life away again. Don't be stupid. You have too much to lose. Respect the modules and have fun. Enjoy it. Have fun and don't obsess. Sometimes I hate myself. RELAX.... Appreciate what you have and find pleasure in those things. Enjoy your family. Think about them while you look at the 1200 pictures on the iphone of your kids. Put a movie that is interesting. Smoke less. Try and sleep. Find comfort wherever it is. Listen to soft music. Relax the brain. Stop thinking. Be cool. Everything will be ok. Sure I will play again. What difference does it make if it's today or 3 days from now? Find a way to relax. A way to make the fire relax. Keep the fire down and I shall have my happiness.
  8. ValDes may a use me of being ICY
  9. ValDes. Why is PROVEN SYSTEM insulted by you? You write it like this \>%<\< system? May I ask why? It's obviously working for me and a few others who have taken the right steps to control their gaming life. I am just curious to know why you feel that it is necessary to do that? Just curious.
  10. But I will say this..... Find an honest casino. Do your research. Read the TERMS! Carefully. Ask questions. There are many honest and dishonest casinos online. Make sure you pick one that suits your style. Otherwise you will not be happy.
  11. I guess ValDes. But I feel embarrassed. Miserable mood today. All freaking day. Usually I play to relax. But noooooooooo. I had to get smart! Thank God the kids have hockey tonight and football(American). Nice way to kill 4 hours and enjoy the kids and spend time with a nice group. That will change my mood for sure.
  12. I have nothing to post! I am not playing anything! Hopefully. Monday I will post a 400x wager! I miss posting biggies. Clement....... Where are u????
  13. Will updating to ios8 cause my external non Certified external iphone battery cases to stop working? PROVEN SYSTEM can not afford that
  14. Nice phone call today from the bank! I am being questioned about where those large deposits are from and how did I come into the money being deposited into the account. Worldbank,top up etc........ Does the bank security really have the right to question my deposits? I am very upset. It's my damn money. I had to tell the lady I won it in an online casino. That's none of her F business. I know everyone at my local bank. I won't be able to show my face in the bank again. Very bery pi$$ed off! I am very upset.
  15. Hey ValDes. It was rough last night man. Really rough. But I did it. Did not play anything. Today is easier. Very proud of myself. A few days left. Gotta keep that in mind!
  16. Update........ Although my PROVEN SYSTEM is in FULL THROTTLE i am experiencing a lot of turbulence tonight. Wednesday 9:35 pm and kids are sleeping. Wife is in bed relaxing and I am sitting here in my living room thinking about BDBA again paying me at 9'dollars a spin! Week one has been easy until this moment. I guess it will take some time to flush out the memories of gambling. It is so hard to just watch the clock tick. I have said it over and over again that time is not a gamblers friend. I won't gamble tonight because I am in control. But even a plane in full flight can experience severe turbulence. I guess I just have to weather this storm tonight. I'll be as honest as I can be. If I was able to deposit in a MG/NT casino, i may not have able to keep control. Exclusions are showing their true value to me tonight. Wish I was sleepy. I'll be up till 3am for sure as usual. What a long night this isngoing to be! PROVEN SYSTEM. Being seriously tested tonight. Must respect. Only way. I can not fail it or myself. I must be strong. I must stay strong. The fire inside me can not win.
  17. Edited not to get banned! Lucas.... Expect an email from a user who just had a similar issue as I did.
  18. Now that I have managed to put reality in perspective, I see things so different. Anyone can do anything if they really want to! More than one PROVEN SYSTEM will be created for me..... Quit smoking! Lose 20 pounds! Limit forum messages to 100 per hour One at a time!
  19. Lmao at B and C!
  20. A-who is Sharon? B-broxi........ Read read and read! C-yes ValDes, followers inspire me D-12 hour work days are not normal!
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