Johnnygotthebone

I made deposit a few hours ago, I received nothing. Doesn't matter, I cashed out 500€. LEO VEGAS never gives me deposit bonuses. They never work. Canada is on the black list it seems. They do give me good will bonuses. Very generous. No complaints here.

I did 100 as well on a machine that basically tricked me. Too lazy to dig it up on my channel but I complained to casino, they did nothing but say "too bad, be careful"

Best place to spend free money is to go on a nice trip for a few days away from everyone that annoys you. Works great for me mate.

Agreed. What lucky said makes sense as well.... He says while we are winning everything is dandy. That could not me more accurate. When I hit and cash and am on top, I can go play hide and seek with the little one for an hour. If I lose I will still play, but it would be the same in the beginning. I do it because it is my obligation as a father, but this gambling depression and (what the right word for it?), Rush I guess, is becoming more and more of my daily obligations. When I used to gamble outside, I had no kids, who cared? Not me. Win lose I cam home and carried on. Everything has changed. Kids, obligations etc... Am I out of my damn mind making this gaming a part of my obligations? I am treating it like a business. Is that a way to justify my actions? I'll be honest, I made a small deposit today at LEO VEGAS, An hour ago. I just cashed out 500€. I am happy and cheerful. I ask myself, is this who I am? Is this what I have been reduced to? Depending on a slot machine to tell me how to be? I can not believe how this gaming has technically run my life. Anyway, so much blah blah, I am just trying to make sense of it. I did not know I was suffering from gambling depression until I started reading my original post. This is a serious thing. I am not laughing. Actually, for the first time in my entire life, I am beginning to scare myself.

this could have been a monster.

Does a rhino ever come on the same reel as a tree?

Currently my favorite game

Skull mountain

King Kong. About the casino that offers this providers game did something to me where I'm not playing there anymore, if anybody knows where I could play this game from Canada, let me know please

Almost.

Here's mine.

I think i saw them at Bettson and BETSAFE

It's all good, I'm not saying anything negative about anything anymore, the only thing I will say is that I have a permanent exclusion of this place

I am treating it like a business now. Every penny checked. All stats carefully studied. I deposit 32 dollars 10 times and lose and then if I win 400 I cash without hesitating. I don't get that depressed if I managed to win back what I lost, those days when the money just doesn't come back, it's just unbearable to feel that way for as long as it takes to get over it Lucky... Your numbers remind me of mine in 2014-2015..... I went through ***** mate depressed was an understatement. Luckily, now I've managed to reduce my deposits to under $50 ....90% of the time. I find that it has helped me be a little bit less depressed when going on about run. The depression will always be there when I lose, One thing that makes me happy though, is that I don't take out my misery on my family, never, I just close up, maybe it's affecting them and I don't see it, who knows, I better start thinking carefully before I speak to anyone when I'm depressed. As long as the kids are smiling, I'm happy. I am confident they are better off with me in their life, than without me there, I do more for them than anyone else and that's what it's all about at the end of the day. If I didn't have them, or my family, I have no idea where my life would be right now, if it would even be.

I went through that phase of anger against the casinos, but I realized, it's not their fault. I have honestly, have total control over my gaming, I am up a substantial amount of money this year, maybe that's why I have more control, when you're winning, you're much stronger. The minimal deposit method that I am using now, doesn't make me lose a lot if I go on a bad run. But, if I deposit $50 into a casino and it takes it away for me in a matter of seconds, I really get depressed. Even if I won 500 earlier in the day, I am still going to get the price but I lost that 50. Luckily I know what is more important than my life, my kids don't really get any abuse from me, I just close up and when my little one comes to asking for a hug I tell her maybe after in a sweet way, I don't want her to see my depression live.

Valdes does not like when I say things without justification. It's been a while. Let's just say they called me at home at 11:00pm, everyday for a week. When I deposited, a few times, I fought to get bonus and I won't comment on the gameplay. Just A miserable experience

Probably paid me because it was a brand-new game and as usual, I've always believed, the brand-new games are set to be a little bit more generous until they get broken in, maybe that's why I won. I played at the moment it came out

The best thing to do, is to go to Leo Vegas and try these games and play mode or at extreme minimal but, then you will understand better, I cannot explain it in words, you have to see it yourself and then you'll understand what I mean

My words cannot explain how miserable playing the slot machines is, you need to experience it by yourself, there's a thing that goes round and round that can give you 10 times a multiplier and if you miss, a screen pops up saying "oh, you almost got it, maybe next time". You need to experience it yourself to understand me, many a times you will want to punch your computer when playing these games the pay absolutely nothing, and I really mean that, this is not a troll thing, these are probably the worst things ever invented, please go experience that in play mode and then you'll understand what I mean

I would like to clarify one little thing, I am not a depressed person. Actually, I'm the exact opposite, the only problem I have, is when I make deposits, many of them, minimal, and games like Starburst take me from $30 to zero dollars without a starburst, or, Rhinos, go 300 spins without a free spin and then I get the bonus guarantee and lose my deposit, I get into a different mode, like everybody else. The thing is, we all have a different way of dealing with losing, my way is to close up, and pretend I'm alone, when I'm really not, this could last 10 minutes, or could last three hours. The funny thing is, my biggest depression, when gaming, is when I turn $32, into $500 and continue to keep playing and lose. I pretty much stopped doing that now, so I don't get depressed as much as I used to. Everybody is different, we all have our own problems, we all deal with gambling depression in a different way. I just hope one day, it doesn't get to the point where it's just part of every day life. I have been a good run since the beginning of September, and I have not gambled in over two weeks now, busy. I will start again, probably next week, and I will have my ups and downs. Basically, gambling is a bipolar bomb

Will do

How do you deal with your gambling depression? It is normal but as we Gamble, we lose many times, we get depressed, it's normal. That's part of how do you deal with your depression, over the last couple years, I've made many friends, believe it or not. They have shared their stories with me and it really saddens me, I am lucky because I have a family, a good income and my health is OK, but many of the people I speak to are really in bad shape. Some even talked about just giving it all up because they don't want to wake up the next day. Personally, when I go on a bad Run, I really get down, I'm not the same with my children, nothing works right in my head, and I just hate everything. Even if it's minimal deposits that I lose now, in the old days, I cripple $3000 in a day, but now, that amount has been reduced dramatically because I was able to control myself better. My depression, really makes me angry, when I going and lose, I feel like I have been violated, like someone has stolen something from me. How do I deal with it, I don't drink, I don't do drugs, I'm pretty clean but dealing with this depression involves me going into a state of silence. I don't want to know anything from anybody, it's really sad, but gambling brings a big depression from me. I'm usually a pretty active person was very happy and is always running around doing things, but the depression at this sadness really cuts me down, I will never win 100% of the time so that will always be a part of me since I will be losing many times. How do you deal with your depression?

Can I post my actually play here? Via link? It says it all Valdes Sometimes it's impossible to write, it's better to see, are we allowed to post the link here to a non copyrighted or affiliated link

Thrills owns this place, I personally never had a problem with thrills except for an exchange rate error but they never corrected when they paid me, I play with US dollars here and when I cashed out they sent me euros and I lost $92 on the transaction because of exchange rates, They did absolutely nothing. Besides that, thrills has been perfect, so since they own this place, I don't think there will be any problems with this casino except for the exchange rate with Canadians

I am not surprised, prior to me excluding myself here, I had warned everybody on the other forums about this place