Johnnygotthebone

As a perfect example that I am, on how a gambler is never happy until he reaches the end, I must close off my posts by warning others who have a serious problem to realize this before it is too late. I have spent too long trying to win, I went through the phase this year of not trying to lose and it went ok but the end result is that I am still gambling. Win or lose, I am still gambling and it is always inside me.' For the last few weeks I have been reflecting on the good and bad times regarding on line gaming and took drastic measures to try and stop, or at least cut down. It worked to an extent. There were days I didn't even open the Ipad to play. I have said many times that I am sick. I admit it and have no shame in saying so. Maybe that is why I am able to understand that I need help. No one can help me, absolutely no one. I can only help myself. Since a few weeks ago I have been setting ridiculous deposit limits on all my hand picked casinos. 10 dollars as an example. Some how, psychologically it tells me it's not ok to gamble when I can't deposit. Weird. Today, I decided to call it quits. I played for a few hours, mostly playtech, had some fun and ended up losing a little bit, not much. But something went off in my head while I was playing, "What exactly are you trying to accomplish?".... So I'll win 10k and then blow it? I'll lose 10k and then be miserable around my kids? I'll waste hours in front of a screen while I could be doing other things that are more productive. I basically realized, that for me, gaming is a waste of time. I don't need to win, I work and make honest money. I have about 7-10 casino accounts left open, every one received and email minutes ago with a request to impose a solid deposit limit of 20 bucks per month, non negotiable and final. I may drop 10 bucks into one of them 30 days from now and run TWIN SPIN at minimum but that is as far as it is going to get. I am done... funny thing is that I had a winning year, my you tube channel shows some amazing wins and I ask myself, AND??????? BIG DEAL! "NO ONE CARES J! From now on, my mission in life is to take back control of my ailing sanity. The one quality that I have is that when I say something, and actually mean it, I do it. So.... to all those who have a problem, a serious problem, there is always hope, you just need to realize that you can do anything that you set your mind to. There is no reason to think otherwise. It all starts with you. this time, The ends do not justify the means... it's the other way around.... End it first and then follow your destiny. Good luck to all of you and I hope you really find what you are looking for, I think I just did. Johnny

probably the best game to play... i have never left this game with a smaller stack... ever.... good game... that's why 90% of the casinos don't allow you to play it when u have a bonus

end of the month half the world receives their government issued cheques so they can by beer here in this province. the local casino is packed from the 31st-4th of the month. guess its the same for online casinos. more people playing and casinos making all kinds of money, someone has to lose. Sundays is just ridiculous, i dont understand why? maybe less players? i do no know, i never in, it's crazy. best sessions for me are mon-thursday after 10pm EST... early morning in the UK... guess they give back what they took all day fro European players. I have prety much given up on Sundays, and Saturdays... just awful sessions every single time, and I mean every single time. I

it happened while i was on iphone a few months back..couldnt record. iphone is not jailbroken so i cant record anything. and ince i was not posting on forums, i didnt even bother to snap

i didnt share any links??

I have time today, I might play PLAYTECH.

my kids never slept, I used to sleep in hour day in the past, the brain does not function properly, don't blame yourself, it's l life, that's the sacrifice that we as parents have to make, to this day, I have a hard time getting eight hours sleep because of all the years of not sleeping

It was a while ago, sorry

When I hit the super at party. I had baby in arms @ 3am.

even though I've cut down my gaming by 95% in the last month, based on all the gameplay that I've done in the last year and a half, for the life of me I do not understand why I never win on Sundays, it's unbelievable how unlucky I am on that particular day, what about you?

Twin spin @ .25 paid me 607€ once. Hit the bells

Oops Which feature gives you absolutely no excitement?

With all due respect to the forum, that's what I do to relax? Everybody is different in this world, if I like to watch those sites to relax, I just expressed it, removing them, is not really warranted in this case.

Lmao.

@dj Just got emails from luck thrills and a few more mate.... U r not correct. Don't feel like discussing this anymore. I can play anywhere I want.

Frustration is a better word!

Congrats Afi

I suggest you visit my YouTube channel and the answer will be simple after you see the four videos that I posted, this is by far, the worst game ever created

This game is not only a joke, it's a disgrace to on line gamers Beside the mediocre payouts, even if you hit $40 on a one dollar bet, you will lose 40 straight times right after, don't these providers know that it just takes one or two sessions like that for a player like me never to even look at that game again I have put so many games on the never look at again list because of mediocre payouts and 20 to 40 spins without a payout. Just a waste of time Gonzo, neon staxx, pyramid, sparxx, hit 2 split, dragon myth, summer time, spell of Odin, spin 16 games, wild spirit to name a few, will never see me ever spin again. Awful games that are not enjoyable. Pyramid is the latest addition. And when I say never again, it's done!

Running ok with same bonus on next.

I can just imagine your face while you were writing this.....

There are some really exciting features while playing, some of them are really good including immortal romance wild desire feature and starburst and twin spin lucky spins. But...... There is a lot of lemons out there. My most hated feature, besides the TREX ALERT is THUNDERSTRUCK II WILD STORM. I literally don't even look at it anymore it's just one of the worst I have ever seen

in 2014 me and slotobank won awards at casinomeister. They were voted the worst casino, so if somebody decided to close their account permanently there because of that, does that mean they cannot play at any odds matrix casino? That is just ridiculous.