How is your gambling mood/day today?

[Johnnygotthebone]

I am very sad this day 11th September 2014. I had a good month of August and was on fire. Money aside. It felt good to have thousands In the accounts and playing immortal and thunderstruck II and BDBA at high levels. I thought about that all day.

 

Hitting free spins that paid well. Hitting all kinds. It felt so good. Turning 90 belated bonus into 20k.

 

The last ten days have caught up to me now. I miss those great feelings while winning.

 

Today was a very sad day wondering if I will ever hit numbers like this again. I can't deposit more than 250 a week anywhere. I am scared I won't be able to accomplish big wins anymore. Yes the money won makes me happy. All good there.

 

I question whether what I am planning is actually worth it? Am I being too hard on myself? Should i have just been doing what I was doing and depositing 250 here and there every day trying to hit.

 

Sometimes emotions even get the best of me. I hope the plans I have been boasting all over the world are the best thing for me. I hope I get to actually enjoy online gaming and see big numbers again. All day I haven't stopped thinking about what was, what will be and how it ends.

 

I feel myself crying inside. I am so sad. This proven system stuff is there to protect me from the fire that rages in many of us. It's working. Yes I played 250 today but it was really just to test out a casino. That was nothing.

 

Hopefully my days will get better. The sadness will eventually exit my body and life will move on. I just hope that I am doing the right thing. I always said win or lose with proven system doesn't matter because I will always win even if I lose money.

 

I won't post anymore over here until next week. Gonna stay away from everything until Step 2 begins.

 

For all of you who carry sadness, you're not alone.

 

Nite

[Irine]

Everything change, the only constant thing in this world is change. Johnny you can't win or lose at the same time either you'll lose or you'll win that's how our world works or i think science can explain it lol. Well, just keep moving and be optimistic. 

[cocopop3011]

My gambling mood is fine at the moment, I'm spending very little at the moment, admittedly this means I'm also not winning much but for me that's okay at the moment

[Icymod]

Surprisingly the date that you played on is also the date that the World Trade Center was attacked plus several others, Sept 11th

 

You played on a history date and with your story, you've given us a warning not to play on this date as it maybe unlucky. 

[Johnnygotthebone]

Everything change, the only constant thing in this world is change. Johnny you can't win or lose at the same time either you'll lose or you'll win that's how our world works or i think science can explain it lol. Well, just keep moving and be optimistic.

 

Hey....

 

Actually. Yes I can.

 

If I lose during the process I lose what I have already deposited which was considered lost the moment input it in.

 

But that's where it stops. I can't lose more. No more 10k weekly losses.

 

Please look for new thread that will explain everything in detail.

[Johnnygotthebone]

Surprisingly the date that you played on is also the date that the World Trade Center was attacked plus several others, Sept 11th

 

You played on a history date and with your story, you've given us a warning not to play on this date as it maybe unlucky.

 

Hey Icy

 

I wasn't sad for the playtech stuff. Not at all

 

I was sad because I was missing the rush of winning in August and the pressure I have put upon my self for next week.

 

Today I cracked. I had no choice. I don't want to be rusty for next week. See screen shots below this thread.

 

Starburst profit

DOA 900 loss with a free spin paying an extra 3 dollars (5.60 spin)

Twin Spin I got mad. I went for thenbiggie (history repeated itself again) SMARTS

 

 

No bonus taken.

 

It was the first time is played at NOXWIN casino. I had never activated the account. I got an email today after 2 months of opening the account offering me 100% bonus. So curiosity got the best of me. I tried to log in and exclude myself but it didn't work and I assumed I was excluded. It was not. It just wasn't activated. Things happen for weird reasons.

 

So I put in a minimal deposit. Read the terms and completely refused bonus as it had a max cash out! No thanks!

 

I said just practice for next week.

 

 

Results below......

[Johnnygotthebone]

Here they are. I barely played. Except for DOA killing me for an hour I played less than 30 minutes!

[ValDes]

Wow, yet another great session from 'the flying Canadian' aka JohnnyGetTheBone.  

[ValDes]

Hey, wait a sec?!... You were not supposed to play at all this month, weren't you Johnny? 

[Afi4wins]

AAAARGGGGH!!!   All those stars...and bars...are simply killing me...cos that's exactly what they do to me everytime I play them...  

 

Nice work, as usual Johnny! 

[ValDes]

AAAARGGGGH!!!   All those stars...and bars...are simply killing me...cos that's exactly what they do to me everytime I play them...  

...

 

What happened Afi? Starvurst trying to suck you dry again?

[Afi4wins]

What happened Afi? Starvurst trying to suck you dry again?

 

No mate. I keep away from Starvurst or Starbust as much as I can...but i do play it for short periods of time, especially when I get free spins on them, or for 'keeping trying' sake with $10 or $20 deposits...nothing more. But other people's wins on Starburst makes me go angry with envy...hahahahaha. 

[Afi4wins]

This is the kind of starbust that I usually get:

 

 

   

[Awena]

I love this game but this game doesnt like me Afi, at least not yet. 

[Afi4wins]

I love this game but this game doesnt like me Afi, at least not yet. 

 

Give it time darling. It should like ladies a lot better than men...but then again...who knows. Good luck on Starburst anyway Awena darling. I'll probably have to wait for my blue moon to come first. 

[Johnnygotthebone]

Starburst is to gaming what Germany is to soccer.

[Johnnygotthebone]

Give it time darling. It should like ladies a lot better than men...but then again...who knows. Good luck on Starburst anyway Awena darling. I'll probably have to wait for my blue moon to come first.

 

Lmao @ your pic!!! Seen this a million times man

[cocopop3011]

Haha Afi the kind of screenshot we all get from Starburst

[Afi4wins]

Lmao @ your pic!!! Seen this a million times man

 

Exactly Johnny! That's why I've never won on Starwhatsitsname. 

[Johnnygotthebone]

Wow, yet another great session from 'the flying Canadian' aka JohnnyGetTheBone.

 

 

It's johnnyGOTthebone...... Watch out. I might ban you! :)

[Johnnygotthebone]

Exactly Johnny! That's why I've never won on Starwhatsitsname.

 

AFI, everyone's style is different. Many games don't suit many players.

 

If starburst is not good for you it is because your style doesn't click with it.

 

Like my style with Mr Cashback. Just didn't click.

 

I think sticking to what clicks decides your happiness.

[Afi4wins]

It's johnnyGOTthebone...... Watch out. I might ban you! :)

 

     

[Afi4wins]

AFI, everyone's style is different. Many games don't suit many players.

 

If starburst is not good for you it is because your style doesn't click with it.

 

Like my style with Mr Cashback. Just didn't click.

 

I think sticking to what clicks decides your happiness.

 

Agree with you all the way Johnny! 

Hence, I only play the games that suit me best...even though others my hate some of the games...like FRUIT WARP! 

[ValDes]

It's johnnyGOTthebone...... Watch out. I might ban you! :)

 

Hehe, alright. gEt, gOt, whatever suits you better then...

 

And please, don't ban me...at least not yet.

[Afi4wins]

Hehe, alright. gEt, gOt, whatever suits you better then...

 

And please, don't ban me...at least not yet.