Johnnygotthebone
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Compliments to Next Casino. Account approved and money in my account in 4 days. Good job! -
Woke up after a long deep sleep to an email suggesting I space out my deposits. Like mon. Wed frid. To avoid this suffering. Good IDea. May consider doing this. Today will be the hardest day of all. Day 5 is usually filled with gaming thoughts. I need to respect myself and do what I have been preaching. I am confident I will not game but I will suffer today I know. Respecting the modules is the only way. Have to stay focused or it's all for nothing. Later.
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Nevermind the igame info please. Not for me. Their iphone platform is not for me. Too white.
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Granny is more appealing....
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Anyone ever heard of IGAME casino? I got an email from them. They look decent. Anyone ever at there? I might need to make some changes in November. Is IGAME a good choice? I am not testing anymore. I will ask y'all before I consider adding them to a possibility. They are ranked 11th here? Dunno if that means anything or not. I need to know.... Cash out limit Responsible gaming is solid or like go wild Bonus policy. Is it fair How long is reverse How long to get cash out in canada via wire Is support on Or anything else that can help me decide. Thanks in advance.
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cat.... English is not my first language but I will try to explain something important regarding me taking anything to a place that promotes helping others........ When a person like me, a nobody, comes up with an amazing way to better himself.....he will be met with nothing but criticism. Because everyone is better in their own head. Everyone who helps people is smarter than a nobody like me! No matter what I say, it will be scrutinized and criticized. Nothing will ever be accepted by people who proclaim that help gamers. I can just imagine gemcare looking at this thread. They probably think I am a *****! Why? Because they have been trying to help people for years. They know better than me becasue they just know better. In their eyes, PROVEN SYSTEM is a joke. A thing to laugh at. A thing that will never work. Duh..... This is about me and my illness. I am controlling it. I am doing well. That's all that matters. And to be honest my friend, what people think of me makes absolutely no difference. None. What I think of myself is all that matters. And today, I think I am doing well. Very proud of myself. Confident. Happy. Relaxed. Anxious. Things I have not felt since forever.
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Hey Cat... Hope all is well... Ty for taking time to share your thoughts in this important thread. I see u r looking to understand but my PROVEN SYSTEM but I believe you are missing the whole point. The whole point is for me to control my illness. To use every possible tool available. I never told anyone I am God and to follow me? People are adults and can make their own decision my friend. I am not well. I have brain problems. What is a brain problem? An inability to control my gaming. If my brain was normal like many, I would be able to control myself without the need of PROVEN SYSTEM. Now, u say that for me to offer this to others.... I have not succeeded yet. It's been 25 days. This needs to be done for at least one year. Conditioning of a brain after years and years of failure is not easy. Remember , brain is the issue here. Do u have any idea how bad this illness is? My friend, it's a cancer! It kills people every hour of the day. People losing everything including their lives. Gaming has affected many cultures. I seen things that I won't mention on here. I myself have been able to at least come back from losing everything. Twice! I had help from people when I was at zero. I bounced back. Many don't. I live pay to pay. I have some cash but nothing dramatic. At my age, having 100k in the bank is not as good as u may think. I worked hard all my life. I lost everything. PROVEN SYSTEM didn't save my life. It didn't stop me from losing everything. It is helping me control this online gaming and stopping me from going back to the dark days. 24/7 gambling. One day my kids will marry and leave home. All that free time to come.... OMG. Ifmindont condition my brain from now, big trouble ahead! End result...... I want to enjoy this online gaming. Like others. Maybe one day I'll deposit 10 dollars and play .30 per spin. I wish! Proper conditioning of the brain is the key to success. For me at least. As far as the name PROVEN.... Look past that. Look at the modules and the content. Look at the discipline and the rules. Look at the commitment and the suffering. Forget the name. It's working well for me. I have done everything I said I would do. I am confident that I will keep going. This thread constantly has 100 people looking at it. I used PHOTON before and saw. 100 people??? I guess many people are curious. And calling me a troll? Dude, if I was gonna troll, I'd open 20 accounts via a proxy server or have 100 people from my office blast this forum. A little too old to play games. In closing cat.... I never started my PROVEN SYSTEM to try and help others. I did it to help myself. If anyone can benefit by creating their own PROVEN SYSTEM, then good for them
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A- I have satellite B- boring! Dunno how men get off on watching teenagers throwing water on naked women etc.... I got over the ***** thing a looooooong time ago. Kinda of exploitation that doesn't really attract me. But it used to! Lol All good though. My urge is long gone now. I guess it was a spare of the moment thing. Feel ok now. I'll be ok until Monday. It was just a quickie temptation. Stronger that I estimated I guess. If u like adult entertainment.... Make your own and upload it. Maybe a tribute to someone? Lol! :)
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Lmao! Haven't been to a bar in 25 years! Never cheated on the wife Sleeping on couch tonight. Son had a bad dream wants mommy Any other suggestions? Lol
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Now it's hard. I admit it! Won't crack but I feel a bit week. I browsed and browsed and saw things so damn easy to just lose control. So easy to relapse. Jeeeeeez! I wonder if it was t so easy to play(iphone anywhere), if I would feel this way at this moment? Weird! How this bloody brain works! Just weird. I was fine until 10 minutes ago. Now that flame is catching up to me. So hard. Man it's so hard to respect my own plan. So hard to keep going. So hard to stay in control. I am going make it because I have too much to lose. But it's not easy! Time to go read original post. 20 times!
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Show time - let's see your winner screenshots!
Johnnygotthebone replied to ValDes's topic in Share your Winner Screenshots
I am not allowed to say the name. Just look at HOT threads. It's there. -
Himself. How goes it? A-does not get worse than my illness. Criminality aside. B-I can't stop. I don't want to stop C-many people can't stop Telling us all with serious illness to stop is a monumental waste of energy. We are sick. We can't stop. Giving us pills or going to see shrinks will do nothing. Absolutely nothing. I am relating to people like me. Maybe others can stop. I can't. And you need to understand this. I won't call you Suze anymore. Understand this please. For once try to understand me. I have an illness. Not a gambling problem. An illness I have decided to adopt a way to try and control it. Like people with HIV(sorry). There is no cure but it can be controlled. I have no choice. I have 1400 in my pocket right now. Do u have any freaking idea how easy it is for me to goto any online establishment and open an account and deposit everything? It would take all but 3 minutes. Ah.... The pleasure to play. To spin and spin and spin. To have fun!! Just so easy sir/ma'am. But. PROVEN SYSTEM is avoiding this. I am following every module to avoid doing that again. I don't want to feel sick anymore. I hate myself for the past. I hate it. I am trying to forget it and it is hard. Now, I am in total control. Look beyond the annoying capital letters etc... Try and understand. It's working. It is making me get stronger everyday. And as a compulsive behaviour sufferersr, maybe I will compulsively continue respecting it. I told u many times, I am not the prick you think I am. I am an honest family man with a great environment around him. Good family and no problems with anyone. An average dude with an excellent upbringing who is just ill. Imagine others without family? Without a decent childhood? Without love in their life? Do U think they can just stop? Let's be real please. These types of people need to take control. Depression is a huge part of this illness. I am an exception to this. I am no where near depression. Others are not so fortunate. I feel for them. I encourage them to take action. Any action to better themselves. They can develop their own PROVEN SYSTEM or seek medical attention or reach out here for help. But they have to do something.
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Back in the day man. Back in the day! I wish I could say I miss the good times but I can't.
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Here's a memory to forget.... Back during the casino brick and mortar days... I walked in with 1000. Left with 4 or 5 cheques totalling 60k or so. Next day lost it All. Even played the 500 dollar slot. I am quiet and reserved. Not kidding. Had 20 ppl cheering me on. I called security and asked them to make them all leave. Lost it all. BIG TIME LOSER! 15 years or so.
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Show time - let's see your winner screenshots!
Johnnygotthebone replied to ValDes's topic in Share your Winner Screenshots
You're welcome at my PS thread? :) -
All good. No probs from me here.
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I can tell you what makes my heart stop on this forum.... When I open askgamblers and see all the threads and see all the topics and then see my PS threAd with the following written at the bottom.... "LAST POST By VALDES" makes my heart skip!
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Cata and suze(himself) I like speaking with y'all. Respect please what ValDes says. He is not kidding. Trust me I know. Two bannings! Respect his forum. I am respecting it and everything is running smooth. Please do the sAme. Ask me or tell me anything you want in a friendly manner and all will be ok. I'll respond to anything.
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Never wanted anyone to ever think anything else of me. All RULES and MODULES are for me to control my gambling issues. How someone interprets them if starting their own PROVEN STSTEM is at their own discretion. The only thing that matters is that people understand that I still have a serious illness. It will never go away. I can stop cold turkey if I want for 6 months. Done it many times. But the day after the six months are over.... You don't wanna know. This way, I have control. Maybe for now. Who knows what tomorrow brings. I have a large amount of money coming in from a completed project. I can easily take a plane and go to vegAs and blow it all, like many people with similar problems. I am confident in myself that when my cheque shows up, 52% will be given to the canadian governement and the rest will be put for the home. Some renovations and maybe buy the wife a new car. Who knows? But I do know this. Prior to PROVEN SYSTEM, the only thing I would have been doing is thinking of how to blow my large pay. I worked 1 year on this project. My brain is starting to understand there is more to life than gambling. It's working. I'm telling you ValDes, you might think all this stuff imam doing is garbage but it really is conditioning my brain to think and react differently. Today, THURSday is much better than last ThursdAy. Maybe because I won? I dunno. Maybe because my brain is accepting to respect each module? I dunno. It's all in the damn brain. Everything. It controls everything. I have to keep trying to control it! Kind of a paradox. I'll be fine until Monday. And Monday I have to start late. Better. Can not play during the day. Worked it out that way. Another thing that is being done. Planning. Planning everything in advance. My 2500 hasn't showed up yet from Next Casino. When it does, I don't think I will every appreciate a cash out more than that. 2500 cash out for me and my style is unheard of. I can't believe I did that. I am so happy and thankful to my discipline. No worries about my posts. I will make sure they are Worded and Intented better.
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Update on day four..... Everything is running perfectly. No urge, no temptation. Looking forward to Monday. It's getting easier and easier. I knew this would happen. It's normal. Monday will be fun. Three casinos. That's it. Hopefully Jet and Luck will finally pay! Nothing so far. Hmmmmmmmm Time will tell. Less than four hours of gaming this week. Amazing. A month ago I earned 1400000 super points at casino extra in 5 days turning 175 into 13000 US dollars. Must have played 100 hours. I remember one night I did not sleep. I miss it but it's sickening. No one should ever do that. It's not healthy. So in closing.... FULL THROTTLE is effect. Everything is going to plan. Every module being respected. Good for me!!!
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RULES are for PROVEN SYSTEM. Nothing to do with God or anything? These are my set of rules to respect each module. They all connect. Also, remember this please..... My PROVEN SYSTEM is catered to me. Each person has to create their own. RULES need to be respected. Yes I am strict on myself. Have to be. They are in no way rules on how u should play. Not at all. Just some basic rules I personally need to follow.
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RULE 1: the longer you play, the more you will lose. RULE 2: the more games you play, the more you will lose. RULE 3: the more casinos you play, the more you will lose.
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? Calm down Suze.... All good. Not doing anything for ValDes. Just listening to people like him on this forum. Very important to use everything possible to maximize control. He said something important and it stuck.
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I read this question again and again and thought maybe I did disrespect my PROVEN SYSTEM. But the answer is actually the opposite..... I was considering .90 per bet. Yes. That would have entailed 3x longer play..... I am assuming my brain didn't want me to play. I won. Happy I won. Felt guilty depositing. Wanted to either hit 5 scatters and walk or lose fast. I didn't want to play long. Less than four hours of play this week. Sleeping well for the first time in forever Go see some screen shots from me. 4am was normal. 80+ hours a week of playing. I don't want that anymore. I have conditioned myself to understand that I should not be playing 80+ hours a week anymore. PROVEN SYSTEM was respected indirectly with 2.70 per spin. I am proud and happy. That's all that matters.
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32red....... I lost a fortune in May. My exclusion ends in October. I never played on iphone. Only on PC and was stupid. Now, I ahave been chatting with their support which is first class. I never got any bonuses. Nothing. Except welcome bonus of 320 if I remember correctly. Their excellent support made it clear that if I deposit, they would do something for me. I never got any points. Nothing. I want to ask for a 500% bonus. On 250. Maybe 1000%. Do you think they will give it to me? Is there support able to do that? He was clear. I will make it worth your while to come back. Anyone ever had a problem with their support? False promises? Etc..... Edited..... Before y'all think I am crazy... 1000% bonus is a drop In The bucket of what I lost.