lol nah, just a fluke night
ended up being up 117k that night
only cashed out 7,777$ out of the whole thing ?
what adds insult to injury is that it was on playnow.com , my province's only official legal gambling site
so i had 117k$ tax free 2 years ago, was on top of the world
running my own landscaping business
life was grand
fast forward now
homeless since last august
put my heroin and meth habit into overdrive once i lost my home last year, avoided the needle for 20 years but that was the straw that broke the camel's back and hit a ***** glorious rock bottom then.
anyway happy ending to the story, i got 3 months + clean today (and really I only relapsed twice this year and they weren't benders, just single use isolated incidents where i luckily quit while i was ahead) and i'm still homeless (living out of my tent right now) but at least i'm back on the gulf island i've been calling home for the last 12 years (when i lost everything last summer i went to the mainland , for homeless ressources)
so anyway slowely but surely i'm making my comeback
everyone loves a comeback story!
wish me luck