Thank you ValDes for this post its long to read but good to share your thoughts and experiences I like it and have or am in the same boat addicted that is I think or know I think does that make sense never mind I will take a gamble it does anyway or anyhoo I'm new to askgamblers here and like your story about addiction or your theory maybe lol I actually believe some of these experiences can make you realize your potential as well as open your eyes to the realism all around you even if circumstances end up severe always a lesson to be learned and always people willing to help the words give up are better than chasing your losses imo to end the rant my fav part almost just wrote pert there pmsl so best part I like of what you wrote I continue of what you have written is ---> so look soberly and objectively upon your gambling habits!
wise words I think look after each other and only take advice if you would give it
also if this has made you laugh well good as I enjoy making people laugh now and again.