Hi Feeshmon!
I really understand your worries, its same for me also!
At the moment you are in a loosing streak and maybe you had some big wins in the past.
Now you are in a hunt for a big win.
As the others already told you, take also small wins, hopefully you are not like me, I always think this when my balance is Zero!
This is really frustrating and makes your life become fucked because you will loose most of your money month to month.
2 advices from my side:
1.) Never play because you are in need of more money! Your financial situation will mostly get worster and worster...
2.) Dont gamble while you a drunk or on drugs, you will make such retarded actions that you are shocked about fu***** your live..
If you are a very rich person and you dont care about the money, reading my comment was a waste of time for you ;-)!